So when I am going through a ‘healing’ opportunity I am often desperate for ways to feel better. In February an old, deep issue came up again for possible healing. I don’t know about you but not only do I go through all the feelings that were suppressed around my issue but I also go through anger and upset that I am going through it again!!! Not very productive but one of those things I have not healed yet.
When I am in the middle of the shift I need help in feeling better so I don’t wallow in fear and anger and sabotage my own spiritual/energetic/emotional growth. I have four websites I go to often to read beautiful uplifting messages and to remind myself who I truly am – What’s Up on Planet Earth with Karen Bishop, Messages from Matthew at Matthewbooks.com, Crimson Circle, and Celia Fenn’s website (Starchild Global – I read her logs).
I turn to my most uplifting friends. I have two friends who live as fully as they can and want to continue to do so. I have another friend who is so calm, I feel calmer just talking to her. Then I have yet one other friend who is also one of my most treasured teachers. She is a monk and she often helps loosen even more layers to be healed or released.
I have met some wonderful people online through various lists. One of them lightens everything through her prayers. Sometimes I get on one of my favorite lists, mystickbluespirit.com, and ask for energy help. I also go to several funny sites to just try to laugh.
Eventually I get to the emotional place where I can think of something besides myself and my imagined woes. I believe in taking responsibility for my feelings and actions and thoughts. But that doesn’t mean I have to do it all (whatever ‘it’ is) by myself. Teachers and supporters show up in all sorts of places. I take advantage of them all and am grateful for them all.