Well I asked for reassurance and yesterday it came in the form of a fun psychic reading I received. Now the question is – can I believe it? I want to but all I can remember is all the times I received wonderful information before which did NOT come true. Funny, one of the things she said yesterday is that I need to heal/release the disappointment energy as well as distrust of any business partnership.
The nice thing is that this is the first balanced reading I have received in years. Usually they are very negative or everything good is happening so far in the future that it is more of a fantasy than a reality. This one was more realistic about what was coming and the issues she mentioned that I am working through or coming out of were spot on for me.
I am not sure why I felt reassured by the reading but all the reassurance that I hear and see and feel from my higher self does nothing for me. I just don’t believe. I am aware that what my higher self thinks is ok may not be for me in the human body. I am aware my human life is illusory and temporary but I would like to be more comfortable, trusting, peaceful, joyful and thrilled with it. I am not sure why I think that is possible but I do demand it.
For all I know the woman yesterday was reading my desires and fears and nothing to do with my possible future. I did that when I was first starting out as a psychic and her skills weren’t that deep (rather her vibration wasn’t that high). But it still felt reassuring.